nothing important to post really,,, i'm in super pain as of now... my head hurts like hell!!! i dunno why..

its me and my bf's 38th month anniversary,,, but it just pass by like any other day... no dates, no kissing and make up... no giving gifts... oww... we've had an argument! nice way to celebrate an impt day right?!?! well, im getting used to with that set up. maybe if we'll be able to have nice work, get settled, we'll have out anniversaries celebrated intimately and be treated as REALLY special... i almost forgot that its our monthsary.. but i reversed it and pretended to act as if im only testing him if he'll remember it first that i do... hehe... talking of white lies????!!! i can't think of anything right now.. coz my still hurts so bad... i hope i'll get over this tomorrow. gotta sleeep. buh bye!

yeah right! chain letters.. chain email... is that stuff true? why talk about it? coz just before i open my mindsay blog, i opened a mail from a friend in friendster that says if i don't send this mail to my network i'll be deleted by friendster management coz they're community is getting crowded???! yeah right! networking is all about getting crowded right? what's the sense? i even received and opened the likes of that message maybe a zillion times but haven't received any notice from friendster that they'll be deleting me... they'd fooled me once coz i did the hek sometime ago, although the time when i did it, its not the first time that i saw that email... i got curious and said to myself, why not do it... it could be true coz many people are passing such mails. so forwarded it to my network... but after sometime, i started receiving a gazillions of chained letters fron friendster... hello? is such letters gonna be the fate of my life? one letter said that if i don't send this to someone within the next 15 mins, something bad will happen to me or so? hmmm.. i saw this one na ha??? the ring?? hhehehe... so that's it!  i ignored it completely.. the reason why i opened another chain letter is its title says that there's an important announcement from friendster management.. curios of me,, i opened it only to find out that its a chain letter again...

who's idea is this chain letter is from? why did it evolve in many ways... before, someone is sending snail mail with this.... do they think its fun to tell that someone's life will suffer if u don't spread this letter to many people? its like giving out foolishness to others... even had some of this thru text... the hell with it! some people's reasoning goes... "there;s nothing to lose if i go with it" but come to think of it... time and effort is wasted by doing this... don't u realize that?

neways, i promise from now on that i'll not put my fate in the hands of someone else.. especially not from a stupid letter! that's it...

• *not accomplishing anything eventhough my mind is fully set to do something at the start of my day
• *not finishing my home chores
• *not studying *masks my true self with lies.. although not in all aspects
• *not being able to be with my boyfriend 24/7 because we're not yet married and he has to go to work everyday
• *being a bad daughter to my parents
• *having a brother who always messes my life
• *not being able to find the 6th volume of princess diaries book by meg cabot
• *my pc is still not working properly *having a fat body!!!! *not being able to shop all the clothes i wanna wear (reason is above this line)
• *being insomiac
• *and many (raised to a million squared) others....

 but eventhough there's so many things i hate about my life, I'm very thankful for these... Coz if God didn't give these things to me, nothing is posted in this blog listing and i'll be having a lame and nonesense life... =)